Caino's Alphabet, V
Very few deaths one encounters
in life amount to a Mind’s final End.
Of all the demises a Mind will experience,
the last of these can often appear anticlimactic—
old age can make even death mundane—
but not so in the eyes of the Machine.
In the Machine’s eyes,
a final End is the completion of a Mind’s shape
(be that the shape of a tree or a river)
and the signal to send out a Point for its harvest.
As a Second Scientist,
Gail more than anyone was cognisant of the rarity
of Caino’s encounter.
Even those who work surrounded
by death often live out their entire lives
never seeing what Caino had—
the black brilliance of a Point
as it touches a Mind that has arrived at its final End. Regardless of whether it was coming or going,
she was almost certain Caino would never again encounter a Point preforming its task,
no mater how long he was willing to wait.
Catching a ride to the past in the Mind
of a possessed and dying pig
was simply the best chance he was going to get.
—
There was some grumbling
from the first scientists about the morality
of possession but in the end, it was agreed
that as food animals, pigs were fair game,
and at last the plan was approved by all.
Caino turned to Gail, and asked,
“do you know how to do this?
Do we have every-thing you need?”
Gail produced a small square device
with a shiny black front,
marred by many thin cracks.
She touched it and images,
words and figures flashed across its surface.
“I improvised this from a bit
of old technology spared by the Last War.
It was to possess Aaron that I made it,
but it’ll work just as well for the task at hand.
If you would lend me that Point we can begin.”
Caino gave Gail the little metal box.
She took it and sat on the ground.
The others followed suit,
arranging themselves in a semi-circle around her.
Gail opened the box, put the device on top of it, and interrogated Caino as to the time and location
of the hunter’s death. As she did this,
she used her fingers to sweep through swarms
of moving images on the surface of the device
until at last Caino stopped her.
There on the device’s face was the image
of the hunter slinging his stone toward
the unsuspecting pig.
“Now you can go,”
Gail said, tapping at some figures on her device. “When I touch your head with this Point,
you will awaken in possession of that pig.
I’ll send you to the moment after it’s struck
by the stone. You will feel pain—
but you cannot shirk your task.
You must connect with that Point directly
as it enters the hunter’s head.”
“I’m ready, and so is Darius.
I’ve already told him our plan,”
said Caino, struggling to conceal his anxiety.
“You should lie down and relax,” said Gail,
“close your eyes, and when you open them—
go for that Point!
You’ll be back with us in no time.”
Caino lay on his back and closed his eyes. Something indescribably dark blazed
through his eyelids, a black flash—
and then darkness.
—
Caino felt a numbing wetness
on the side of his head along
with an overwhelming desire to sleep.
He knew there was something terribly important
he needed to do, but his mind was blank and weary. His vision started to cloud and his eyes began
to close; then a shape fell
onto the ground a few meters away,
yanking him from his torpor
and his head turned instinctively
toward the movement. A man was lying there, motionless on his back. Caino began
to drift off again, but then he was almost blinded
as a violet spot of blackness
appeared on the prone man’s head, and in a flash,
he remembered what it was he had to do.
Caino stumbled up onto his trotters
and, his host’s instincts still intact,
he charged with every last bit
of the dying pig’s strength toward the Point—
now beginning to rise from the hunter's head.
A boyish figure he had not noticed
in that unnatural darkness loomed before him
but leapt from his path as he charged
and jumped head first
towards the slowly ascending Point.
The pig’s forehead collided with that
of the old man just before the Point left his head,
and as they touched, Caino was surprised
to feel a strange familiarity, a comfort…
but before he could examine these feelings,
there was a black explosion in his head,
and he was back in the clearing near the Abbey, lying flat on his back, disoriented and—
in his mind—still a pig.